my life is a routine of bathing, eating, sleeping, eating, eating, eating... before sleeping again. such is the beauty of my life right now. isnt life great? when everything falls into place just for that small little part, studies. i wonder how im gonna slot that in. anw my aunt and granny are gonna be away in KL for 2 days. i wonder how empty the house will feel without them. nontheless, im certainly qualified as a home-alone kid, with two proud scores tucked under my hand. one being the time when my mother was hospitalised for a week and left me and my dad, which to me, didnt matter whether he was at home or not-we sorta live our lives separately. yup, and another time i was left to fend for myself yet again when my dear mom went overseas. but it was my choice to stay behind though, hahaha.
anw, his stay is gonna be extended for another day, i wonder whether we'll still be able to keep our promise for the mj session. or it would just be a fruitless meeting in the end...
there was another patient in the ward, a young child, a little girl. i saw that she had a swollen red left arm and had to go through painful injections a few times in a day. sometimes when i hear her shouting/crying to her mother saying 'i dont want a jab...', i would think about the last time i had one, and one that i would forever remember. though the jab wasnt purposely done, but yeah. everything just happened so fast, couldnt even say a last goodbye...
kay, gotta promise myself to start studying soooooon and not waste my seconds away. life's a bitch, but you just gotta live it. dont yall agree?
