so long after my last goodbye, but im back!!! (:
im awaiting for my promos to end before i can have all the time to myself to do what i really want. perhaps if im able to really think and decide upon what i have and am going to do, i will be spared the current pain of school.
but as of now, its all FLUMMOX.
thanks everyone for your care, concern and love for me, really really. all these are kept close to my heart, esp those who specially take time to come down to visit me after their busy working schedules and hectic life... though you will not come across this post, but i just felt like expressing my thoughts here since ive left it empty for so long.
now im currently troubled, troubled about how im going to pass my geography when globalisation is not really my cup of tea, troubled about how im going to get around my parents to allow me to go out to shop for the birthday people. and im troubled because of the papers that i do not take. even if i really do pass, its not a true reflection of my abilities in my work.
the other day i was really shocked when i went to the FB page of a friend of mine and realised that she had actually transferred out ):
i couldnt imagine how life will be without the stress from JC. i dont actually know what i want though, so i didnt really give it a good thought because i know i wouldnt be offered a chance till i really know what i want in life. but still, even if i have my choice, am i able to follow in the path of my choice? :/
ive decided upon the various thing that i wanna do after my promos!
i want to go out with my old secondary school friends, esp csy and my mahjong khakis. i wanna go out shopping with mscheooo, ahmei and many many more. i wanna go to my relatives' house to have a good dinner and chill session :D and i wanna go to dardar's house to thank auntie for her porridge (:
there are many that i ought to thank too... oh and i still have my mummy's present to buy!!! but i know what im gonna buy for her XD so i shall go study geo and camp till 12 MN to send mscheooo her birthday regards.
adios everyone, ill be back for me :p
