Its been eons since i came back to blog. Been rather depressed about school life, its rather pointless to be in school after exams, and they just keep teaching new chapters. I wonder is it a waste of time because i do not have the mood to study. Everyday i drag myself to school and strain my ears to listen and pay attention. This is SAD.
Since i haven't been blogging, i shall update you more about this past month's happenings. I had a rather interesting month due to some insights i heard about my Thailand relative's house from my aunt. Of course, it's haunted (: Shall not disclose much here because im afraid of the side-effects hahaha. Okay, im so very looking forward to after As although im not even taking A levels. I can't wait to burst out from the exam and just rush off for my holiday schedule, which many have already prepared for before their exams. Some of the J2s are going to leave right on the day of the last paper. Grad night is also on the same day as the last paper. What an eventful night they will have eventually... After all these mind-boggling papers, and they finally can sit back and relax to see their efforts compile into their well-deserved results.
I will miss all you. Im already missing someone now. I know that this person will not have so much time for me in the coming month, but its part and parcel of life. I know i will get through this, as well as for him. Im worried for his exams as much as his parents and himself is for him. I don't know what i can do for him, to reassure him or give him the motivation and strength to do well. So i guess i shall give him some peace for now, to figure out whatever he has to and then come back after a month to share with me what has happened during this time-period of "meditation".
Im overloaded. Not only with books, but with the tugging of my heartstrings too.
