Hello World. Haven't been posting often. Back to the troubled days again. Without holidays, my life feels hectic like hell. With holidays, the days flow past quickly like sand. How am i supposed to live one day without feeling that i have actually wasted the one before? Guess there's never really a time that i can really do something i enjoy and yet worthwhile at the same time.
Had a nice laugh tonight. Had a nice date with my old friends today. Seems like just yesterday that we were racing for time together, preparing for our major exams. Everything seemed so near yet so far. All that we had been waiting for had appeared right before our eyes, and yet it slipped right under my nose. Not because of my anawareness, but of the opportunity that i had lost. Yes, that totally described how i felt for these past few weeks. I have been searching and searching, unknowingly for things that are of less importance, and missing out what i really need to accomplish in life. I don't want to live a life of sick denial and stupidity. I want freedom, much more beyond one's expectation and reach. I want contentment but yet at the same time to achieve everything with as little effort as i can. What an irony, an imperfection. Learnt new stuff today-"The best of both evils".
Raced the TidesThe riversThe tribulationsThe horizonThe contemplationThe confusionAnd lastly The sweet freedom that i sought and that may itCome quick and may hope and faith be the remedy to the gateway of freedom.The gatewayThe padlock which must only be broken with the promise of a stable goal.
